On Sorrow — Inner Alchemy and Quigley School of Success

By nora hoffmann, 4/29/2023

She believed she deserved my money. She believed it was right to share while there was none, only work, and very little, and a lot of work. And when there was little work and much more money than ever, she believed she deserved my money. And she felt very good about herself. Because a few weeks before breaking our contract which she changed together with Quigley into an entirely new verbal agreement suiting all of them with all her heart, she reported seeing a group of wise beings not having to do with her but with me around her one night who told her she was only good. She was happy.

Now on to her best friend, Linda Baker. Linda Baker used to be my hypnotherapist. We, Master Saint Germain and I, used to give free consulting, channeled by me, given by Master Saint Germain, on how to build Patricia’s business to make it successful. Master Saint Germain included Linda Baker with great care by giving Patricia clear requests on how to further Linda Baker’s prosperity, which he believed she deserved despite her treating me like shit. Patricia heeded every single one of our proposals for prosperity, Saint Germain had to call her on her refusing to quote me about my inventions for “her” which she considered “her” business but a lot of it was ours. I am actually not sure why he wanted her to thrive. He must have known she and Linda Baker together with Quigley and all my previous so-called “friends” would nurse Quigley’s dick and help Quigley get rid of me forcing me into near death from the horror and terror of whether I could live in my realistic poverty.

I called Linda Baker right after Patricia “fired” me, who had been her best friend so far while she needed me until she had what she needed and it would be good, in order to make it easy on herself instead of resolving a serious conflict of her own lack of integrity in relation to our partnership, kick me out and ask Linda Baker to take my class which I had thoroughly prepared and taught every semester, and to pay Linda Baker with it instead of me. I had planned two months of my life for the sequence of classes given under my initiatory team leadership and conceptual guidance online, taken it out of my schedule, which Patricia saw fit to simply cancel within 48 hours — and demand all money be returned to her by me which was due for prosperity for me not for teaching but for my developing the online delivery. Therefore I requested Linda Baker, a professional trainer for decades, to give me a call back to receive some guidance in regards to making a living going forward — which I obviously needed to care about at least myself, since Patricia saw it only fit to destroy rather than help me, after “initially” for three long years being set up by me and Master Saint Germain for great success for the rest of her life — and the rest of his life, master asshole Quigley’s.

I’m heartbroken that Linda Baker never returned my phone call. Instead, she happily took over my class — and income — that is mine. My trust — I liked her a lot — she refused, refused to protect me, who was vulnerable, while insisting on not doing anything that master asshole Quigley would perceive as a threat to his vanity. I had to work very hard not to kill myself, in shame for having made such a mistake. Despite all my efforts toward sincere prosperity for all three of us suddenly I had no way of making a living, since my solid economic and professional credentials were entirely wiped off the table by Patricia, her selfishness suiting herself, Linda Baker and of course mainly David Quigley and everyone whom I caringly involved. I was terrified and am feeling guilty to this day for giving Quigley’s school of Alchemical Hypnotherapy access to the world economy.

​Terrifying. What have I done?