To Transform

“He has no ability”
And she wonders why people don’t come back

He is
Infertile. 
He was going to retire. Due to me he became fertile. 
Now his sadism has taken my livelihood is primary. 
An addiction never to be cured. 

If I was number one
but I am number seven
of those
disserved
by  His alchemy.
ty seven 
million.
This is patriarchy

It is not the ability
to screw 
a woman
without return to her
that makes the fruit
infertile
it is the man of heart
inheriting the universe.

But it is stronger
today to wield power
than today
wielding fear
in a false expectation 
of the return of christ
to man.

“to transform.”

But is it necessary that people return?
It is an in and out game. Like a sex addict. Like he. He’s done.  He’s got his money.  So does the woman.

Transformation
is cheap. 
You lose
an acre
to win
the Christ within
the father
the mother 
in heaven
on earth
Saint Germain.