You need to ask for 40%. I asked for an equal share. King Solomon said, anticipating the issue You need to ask for 40%.

“Karma is a way of seeing, a perspective, the looking glasses.” Ngak’chang Rinpoche said long ago. It is a lens.

“That is strange,” a genius in Germany of Einstein caliber, two weeks ago commented on Patricia Haggard of Bridges Academy in California betraying my soul. “If you get along, you don’t suddenly not get along.”




​Being entrenched in a Karmic Way of Seeing of not demanding enough for my brilliance, I asked for an equal share with everyone, not 40% percent but ⅓ one third. The karmic result is suffering serious poverty.

I could not overcome my karmic way of seeing, despite King Solomon’s request on my behalf to ask forty percent, not only one equal third which is what I did instead of recognizing his pure caring wisdom of what would come from my initiating online delivery of David Quigley’s Alchemical Hypnotherapy Certification Training. My inner father King Solomon wanted me to have prosperity for as long as David Quigley’s online delivery was bringing in money.

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On a whim, a drop of a big hat, Patricia, suddenly being fed up with David Quigley’s lack of income — his popularity had gone down to a number of zero to two students in his training at the time before covid — but her words were David Quigley’s “lack of integrity” — and therefore abandoning the guy in order to become Bridges Academy, her own, small but cute, corporation for online delivery of high-quality professional development, came to me for help with a new, namely her own, Hypnotherapy Training Program.

I thought while Patricia Haggard will be transitioning to her own vastly prospering livelihood, I suggested temporarily we should do an online component of David Quigley’s Alchemical Hypnotherapy Training — it can’t hurt. Immediately she refused, “He won’t do it, he says there is no money in it!”

David Quigley had been refusing to try his Alchemical Hypnotherapy Certification Training online for over ten years every time Patricia Haggard, during those years merely his co-director, had nudged him. But I knew I could get his head unstuck from his anus and promised I would get David Quigley started immediately. I desperately need respect. My price is too low.

His alchemical inner father King Arthur came to me in 2016 when I was going to leave David Quigley’s work of a lifetime for yet another breach of contract by David Quigley. By that time I’d been around him for three years and seen it time and again. King Arthur begged me to kindly reconsider my judgment and do my own inner work to help him with his son, asking for compassion for how much severe trauma his son had in regard to money. I trusted David Quigley’s inner father King Arthur for he used to appear to me with a depth of empathy that made me suppose he was the reincarnation of the Great Mother Mary.

After swallowing a few times I wrote a very long caring letter, pouring hours of my insight in there, to Arthur’s son David Quigley. In hindsight, whoever this entity who showed up as King Arthur with the depth of empathy that made me suppose he was the Great Mother Mary in a previous incarnation — his child David Quigley is now rich, and I am now poor.

After realizing that the initiation of David Quigley’s online delivery training was well underway, his alchemical inner father King Arthur came and told me: You will be supporting him for two more years in this way.” I hope King Arthur will prove himself. For when King Arthur first entered my inner circle of alchemy as a second inner husband to Master Saint Germain, I was wondering what on earth, but King Arthur requested: Please, let me prove myself. Which he did not in the way I thought. Does it help that a friend of ours, King Arthur and I, on the inner plane regretfully remarks that King Arthur’s son is a troubled youth. He’s quite the Mordred. ? No, It does not help. I desperately need respect.
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Did I owe them? No. It may be my lack of testosterone, underestimating the result of my contribution while not esteeming the might of a dick like David Quigley. Had he taken advantage of me previously? Yes.
Have I been too sweet? No. Too honest? Yes. The business I had was enamored with David Quigley’s testosterone-driven cruel typical male inferior behavior and surrendered.

Dad, how can my karmic error be remedied?
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By living in poverty.

I owe myself the truth that the karmic lens is underestimating my worth. And it always comes at a high price. No good deed goes unpunished. It is cause and effect. An alchemical inner father can only help as far as you listen.
Does one need to make verbal agreements in addition to written ones? No.
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I have come to arrive at the conclusion that there is no fault on my part except for not heeding my inner father King Solomon’s advice. I did not need to make a written contract. I wasn’t too sweet, too honest, too naïve. I needed to charge initially only 40% to a woman who was economically destitute, I needed to charge what my inner father King Solomon with such love and premonition said.